"The Swimmer"
the cold sunlight strained through muslin: a choked back utterance of light. Your morning cup of tea has cooled in my hands, so absorbed was I, in watching you sleep, that I forgot to wake you. In another scene, the sound of waves thumping the shore, we're both awake, focused on the other's lit face, a candle gleams between us. The tea is jasmine this time. Steaming. My hands are white and slender, reaching back and forward through time. I'm a swimmer uncertain of my own buoyancy, and so, trapped in ceaseless movement to stay afloat. Time is green and turbulant, like tea whisked from fine powder. I'm always left surveying the room as it drains away, and you with it as the next surge of limbs carries me forward, back. No matter the room: basement flat, cafe, caravan, the furniture always smells like damp earth, or bergamot. And you, forever waking, waking. I pull myself up in a succession of dim scenarios holding lukewarm liquids like a failed stove, my white flame flickers like milky arms carrying their cargo through relentless seas.
© 2008 Dave Rowley
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